i had to change my theme… my other one was just took big and overwhelmed my eyeballs.
today was my last night at Victoria’s Secret. until november for the beginning of holiday shopping! that = lots of hours which = lots of money which = SPRING BREAK 2011 :D
apparently this guy used to call my store and get off on hearing the girls talk to him over the phone. ick. then one of our managers got on the phone and bitched him out. perfection :)
im going back to school on tuesday! yay! then ill actually have something to talk about :)
the last 2 or 3 weeks i have barely worked. all ive done is work out and watch one tree hill and listen to music. and tan. im very tan :)
3 dayyysssss <3
well the diest/exercise plan is going so/so. i have been doing really well on the portion control and not eating after 8pm.. which is usually my problem and its usually junk. i decided on my numbers…
Current Weight: 150 give or take depending on time of month, etc.
Goal Weight 1: 145
Goal Weight 2: 140 by september
I’m not naive. I will never be a waif. I have D cup boobs that account for about 10 pounds of my weight. i love love love candice and maryna. they are my favorite models. obviously the dimensions of their bodies are different from mine but they still have curves and arent wasting away. going to work everyday is enough motivation looking at all the gorgeous bras and underwear and editorials of the beautiful women who basically promote me getting paid :p
i havent written anything in so long
thats because NOTHING HAS BEEN GOING ON
all i do is work. if im not working, im working out, or at home.
i dont really hang with high school people because lets face it, they are tards :p
anyways im on a diet. summer session at school made me a little depressed and i ate sorta alot of cookie dough. so yeah. im chubby right now
ok so. school is in a month. my goal is to be 145! woo! then me and chelsea (my bff at school) are going on extreme diets :D i have pictures and messages posted up in my bathroom and bedroom for motivation!
lets do it
My biggest regret ever is never fully getting over you. Because of you I have sabotaged every relationship since. This is why I now have cut you out of my life completely.
[Female, 19]
this explains everything about tim. i could have loved him for my whole life. but thats over. humm.
i discovered Ellie Goulding today. we play “This Love” in my store and its by far the best one. but they’re all good. go download them now! :)
Today was a good day! My mom is home for 2 weeks cause she had surgery on her eyes. She woke me up today saying we should go to lunch. We went to Blue C at the mall and it was yummyyyyy! Then we shopped and I got comfy sleep/lounge shorts, a green floral print romper, a black zip up, and a light purple dress for house tour day for recruitment. I’m obsessed with the purple dress it’s gorgeous and flatters my body and will look good dressed up or down. Def worth the 60 dollar.
Instead of doing a full workout I went to yoga class instead. My body is getting back into the routine of exercising and I have been feeling stiff and tight. The yoga loosened up my muscles and also worked on my core cause my abs are a little sore!
The good thing about being on this diet right now is that my parents are too. They are finally understanding that it’s healthier to stop eating when you begin to feel full instead of being politically correct and clearing your plate as we did throughout my years of livin at home year round. My mom made a big yummy green salad for dinner that I had 2 bowls of!! A perfect meal for a warm summer day :)
Then I ate ice cream. In my bed. Fail.
me and chelsea have decided to keep each other honest this coming year and not hook up with boys. haha
she has more casual encounters than i do, actually alot more because i have zeroo, but i have had them
we cant to the casual thing, feelings change after and we get attached. not a bad thing, but not good when the point is to be casual. :p
this does not rule out kissing and heavy making out, however
im back at Victoria’s Secret! woo! my hours aren’t that great right now buuutttt… i’ll take it! on that note..
butch chicks freak me out. nothing personal, i have friends that don’t dress feminine, but fitting them for bras is just awkward. They are awkward cause they would prefer if they didnt have to do that, I am awkward because as I’m staring at their tits these chicks are staring at mine.
I got winked at yesterday as i was fitting a chick. bahhhhh
lol
ive been laying in my bed all day watching weeds on demand :)
i love that my room is now the ‘guest room’ because theres now a wonderful tv :)
went to my friends last night and drank far far far too much. im dying today. thank goodness for no school. now about finding a job….
